律所发了物资大礼包，非常温暖，里面有一只鸡！我看到律所公告说有给大家送鸡的时候我就激动起来了，天热了，于是非常担心志愿者不能及时送到，鸡发生什么不测，好在最后是在晚上排队做核酸的时候送到了，做完核酸shu抱着一大箱子菜、米和一只已经化冻了的走地鸡上楼来，当即炖起来！太开心了，以至于昨天晚上睡觉想想第二天可以喝鸡汤就很高兴
发了个朋友圈，有个做HR的同学来问说供应商是哪家，她也想动员老板给大家买这个，又和我感叹说，真的好想吃鸡啊！

今天几经波折的楼里的社区团购到了，按理说参团的人应该有两只鸡，但是不知怎么有人就只有一只，在群里团长说收到一只的报房号，退一只的款，大家纷纷表示不想退钱只想吃鸡，还有个人说，孩子想吃鸡肉，然后就有好心邻居让出了自己的一只鸡，场面感人

真的，我现在才知道为什么说心灵鸡汤而不是心灵排骨汤，鸡汤啊！它就是不一样啊！确实是能抚慰人心啊，起码稍许抚慰一丢丢

shu加入的本小区团购群，但是该群经常什么都团不着，然后群主就把这个群改名为“公寓许愿池”了，很好笑

前两天非常暴躁的时候读《second life》，还去翻了评论，有很多人不止一次的读这篇文，很多留言的人是第三次第四次第五次读了，不止一个人在很down的时候从里面得到了一些安慰，我昨天看到在老伏死后，他的黑魔法标记消失了，小臂变成了一块普通的皮肤，“……allowing himself to touch skin that had been forbidden to him for twenty years, skin that was his own again. The brush of his fingers against his own flesh was as intimate, as electric, as masturbation. He closed his eyes and savored the tickle of his fingertips against sparse, short hairs. His own again.”他也第一次获得私人空间，重获自由的茫然和恐惧，“Aloneness, yes. He had often been alone, in fact, more often than not. But privacy… to know that no one would call for him suddenly in the night, that he would pass as many hours here as he chose, uninterrupted… that no one would delve into his mind to seek those things which might have been loosened by drink… He was nearly as horrified by the idea as he was relieved.”
以前并没有对这一段印象特别深，但可能是时时处处没有安全感，可能是什么都容易被轻松夺走，可能是随随便便会被塞到方舱，可能是正常生活随时会中断，所以还是想再次感叹一下，一切属于且仅属于自己的东西，都令人觉得弥足珍贵

说起来为什么我今天心情这么好呢，一方面是喝了鸡汤，一方面是终于上成大提琴课了，开始学一些新的东西有一些新的进展，自己拉琴所带来的的快乐和是听人哪怕是听大师拉琴完全不同维度的快乐，所能获得的平静我还没在其他任何事情里找到过，不知道这种快乐里，是不是多多少少有一点因为这是我自己的，这是我自己的音乐（虽然可能离音乐还很远只能说自己的噪声），所以敝帚自珍而带来的